THREE
MURDERS IN A DAY
Many people have phobia, some fear
darkness, some fear crowds, elevators, dogs, water, etc, etc. few can trace
back to the cause of phobia and have a very interesting stories to tell, that
how they landed up in this situation. I bring forward one of such story of a
man, writing it in the first hand, as he told me.
THE FIRST KILL
I was five when this thing happened to me.
I was very cool kid and had nothing to worry about in the whole world and
suddenly one day my life turned upside down in those summer days when I went to
my native village to stay with my grand parents.
It was good sunny day. I woke up early,
went to the fields and enjoyed running there and after my lunch again went to
roam around. Being there was heaven on earth as there was no one to stop me
doing whatever I wanted to do and there was no one pushing me for studies. When
I returned that evening, I was still not in any mood to give up the fun so I
took my hard leather ball and started to throw it on the wall and catch it over and over again. I must have done it hundred times and my hands were feeling the
fatigue from it but my mind was not willing to give it away and hence I
continued. Finally I thought that this would be my final throw. There was the
watch hanging on the same wall on which I was bouncing the ball. As soon as the ball
left my hand, simultaneously a lizard came out from behind the watch.
My eyes widened up and my mouth dropped, I
ran towards the ball to interrupt its projectile motion, but it was too late for me to intervene
as the ball landed on the exact spot where the innocent lizard was and in one
stroke it fell down lifeless on the ground.
Oh! My god, I killed a lizard. There came a
shriek out of my mouth and my granny came running to me thinking I was hurt but
when she came to know the whole thing she pushed me out of the house and asked
me to go and take the bath at the well. She didn’t even allowed me to pick my
belongings, she just pushed me out and send a servant with me with my clothes.
THE SECOND KILL
When I reached the well, I asked the
servant to leave my clothes at the foothold near the well and then to leave me
alone to have my chastising bath. I sat there pulling the water out of the well
and pouring it on me. I was five then, it took me half hour to take the
chastising bath along with the chanting of manta that my granny told me, to
nullify the sinister act of killing a living being. I did it and I did it with
all my heart.
But, as soon as I was through it and
removed the wooden plank on which I was sitting, there lay one more dead
lizard. I killed another lizard with my weight this time.
I was knocked and shocked. Well, this time I knew a
drill, what to be done after killing a lizard. But before that I dig a mud
grave for the dead lizard and lay her there with all respect and chanting few
mantras to give peace to the departing soul. Now it was time to take bath again
along with fifty one times chanting chastising mantra that mean another half an
hour.
THE THIRD AND THE FINAL KILL
After one hour when I returned home, it was
dark outside. I had already killed two lizards and I was sad. But my mood was
changed as soon as I saw my grandpa walking inside the house. He brought me
sweets. I jumped in happiness. Seeing his affection and to impress him more, I
volunteered to pick his bag and kept in the closet. I just threw the bag inside
the dark closet, didn’t even wait to on the lights as the delicious sweets were
waiting for me on the dining table.
Next day too I voluntarily brought the bag
from the closet when my grandpa was about to leave to go to his workplace. It
was not dark inside as the sun rays were pouring in from the small windowS on
the wall. I picked the bag and carried to the owner, but there was something
strange hanging at the bottom of the bag. I thought it to be the dust and tried
to wipe it off but the strange jelly like thing stick to my hand.
When I saw it, I was petrified. A mangled
body of, once very healthy lizard was sticking my hand.
I just had my breakfast and seeing the dead
body in the morning made me puke out in the closet.
I killed three lizards in a day without any
intention.
AFTER EFFECTS
The servant took the whole day to cleanse
the closet room.
MY ACTION MADE ME BUG EYES CRAZY! |
And since that day, I am thirty five now;
all lizards are on vendetta against me. I have become a lizard magnet and as
soon as they see me they lose their grip from the wall and directly fall on me
as if punching me, sometimes they are already in my clothes and as soon as I
wear it they start to tingle. One of the aggressive lizard who was on full
blown vendetta even tried to commit suicide by falling into my hot bowl of
sambhar. I saved her, but still my relationship with them is never ever going
to improve, what ever I do.
And since then I do not enter my room or
any place where I spot even one lizard on the wall, after all the only option I
am left with is precaution.
PHRENOLOGY OF PHOBIA
High raised eyebrows
Small nose
Retracting chin
Protruding ears
MORAL
Mountain dew tag line says –
darrr
kea agee jeet hai...........
{There is victory as soon as we overcome
our fear}
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